Hello people yesterday had netball den when we were doing some straight passes and high passes i was dam high lar i kept sing this sentence to steffanie(if it is splet like that) and way li(sry ar dint know how to spell)"i want my money back" Haha.Tehn when ever some one catch the ball we clap like dam retarded sia.After netball stayed back with ria,nicole lee and divya we shoot then we were playing soccer.Then joyce came back with bubble tea.Then went home at night was supposed to call ria then i fell asleep then woke up at 11 then called her but she never answer then she sms me say she accidentally put down then i fell asleep already.Today woke up den was sitting on my bed doing nothing then went to watch tv then eat lunch then now blogging then,then,then omg got so many 'then' ahahaha. Now nothing to do.....
How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?
I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.
To finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -
Too terrified to try.
You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Cutting and wounding and lashing out,
Just to see if you bled.
Betraying and deceiving you,
I surely had no right
To snatch away such a precious gem;
A dark thief in the night.
one year and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.
The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?
To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.
The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.
The snow fell, leaving a halo of white upon your head,
and that's when I said,
"Can I call you Angel?"
You looked at me with surprise,
but I could see it in your eyes,
and I knew.
As you sang silent night,
your beautiful voice put me at ease,
and I asked please,
"Can I call you Angel?"
A smile came to your face with serenity and grace,
but you said not a word.
In my darkest hours you held my hand,
never leaving my side, and I said, while I cried,
"Can I call you Angel? "
You then began to wipe the tears away
and erase all the gray in my life.
You led me down a path of gold,
telling me of the creator above,
and again I asked with a greater love,
"Can I call you Angel?"
You never answered my plea,
so I fell to my knee in prayer.
As I opened my eyes, I could see you before me;
Your wings spread and a golden halo upon your head
and one last time I said,
"JOYCE,ASHLEY AND VANESSA, can I call you Angel?"
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